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It started with a what is that...then it tasted sweet ...then it was finished...the next time...there was a demand for it...then it was finished in minutes...wow what a progress...I meant RedBeanMilk and KIL became friends...If anyone of you do not like the after taste of beer, try this...it's really great...It's no fun drinking alone...no fun at all...so I found a friend...Long Island Tea (LIT) to go along...so that I can sleep better today...I hope...dunno what I am writing sounds okay cause I made KIL & LIT friends haha...
I thought this was a really a real coincidence that I went to 7ELEVEN to get the Chupa Chups hand phone accessories just because I needed change. It then became the girls woos & arhs whenI met the girls on Saturday...and and and how on earth would I know this could also add some excitement to Mr not-so-troubled. We went to the nearest 7ELEVEN after my dinner, and robbed them 2 more accessories with a purchase of 12 pcs of chupa chups( e promotion that's on). I have decided to take 6 pcs so that no blame comes to me as it may constitute to a tooth decay problem. Apple, Strawberry, Strawberry Yoghurt, Orange & Cola flavours it's my pick whahaha...
...it is really...really difficult...
Then everything else fell apart...cause 28 Aug 2007 Time : 0000 nothing happened...nothing happened...nothing happened...someone didn't remember...didn't remember... never remember...no need to remember...
Was so busy for the whole week to keep myself completely filled up, no space for anything. So occupied with everything so that I have no time to think, no time to worry, no time to even breathe...
I was at Clementi outlet for atachment cause it is newly opened, and for 2 days, I was running around almost have to run around just like any other promoters slogging for 5 hours on thursday and 10 hours on friday. On thursday, I almost couldn't make it home cause I did not eat for the whole day and then my whole body was so weak and then I started to have giddy spell and turned cold. I then struggled my way to McD to get a packet of fresh milk. When I took the first sip, I almost threw it out again. I then slowly felt better, went to get a filet0fish thinking I should swallow something whether I want or not. Anyway, I took 2 bites and I couldn't eat anymore. Then on Friday,when I was there in Clementi again, it started raining s I quickly parked my car and had lunch and started slogging again...then to my horror, when I went back to my ca, I thought it was a dalmatian attack or what. Went to meet Michelle for coffee at Changi Airport with this red dalmatian. After the short chat, quickly headed to the car wash and get it cleared.
On Sat, went to JB with the rest of the gals, JL,YY,MM,FIA & YL but the only thorn didn't make it this time... First we had Curry Fish head...then went shopping, has afternoon tea at Kim Gary and was distracted by the sizzling sound of the hotplate platters. However, we planned to go for seafood in the the evening BUT BUT BUT we didn't manage to go cause it was raining...and also YY & MM went for their haircut. At City Square, what else t o eat, so we headed back to Kim Gary again for the sizzling thingy... However, mine was a NO NO NO...Unagi Stone Bowl Rice (Korean style) however, it tasted like fried rice with sweet sauce & egg !?! So I didnt finish it and had my 3-colored champagne grape drink (green jelly, purple grape soda & white milk shaved ice).
Saw these giant donuts at Starbucks (plain or strawberry filling)... bought them and wanted to add on to the afternoon tea, however, those young & energetic ate the "chu qian yi ding" noodles with luncheon meat and sunny side up fried egg. So my donut was not patronized and it became my breakfast the 
next day.
On Sunday, went to meet a troubled friend and had coffee and watched Ratatouille...was a good show, quite enjoyable with the sound track and animation. Then went to meet Jamie, Sherron & Sean for dinner at AMIGO...escargots...garlic bread...baked spinach with cheese oyster...BBQ pork rib with spaghetti...and went back to the troubled friend for a drink. My objective - to get my friend tipsy and to catch some complete sleep worked.
Today, really did nothing and went to the pre-arranged Prima Revolving Tower dinner with my mum and her friends. Really didn't want to go not because of the 50% voucher and that they have not been up there for a long time. Then met the still troubled friend to talk a while before he went back to Changi South.
Some of you may have wondered or has been asking whether I deserted by blog again...well, guess I was not in the mood to write and I have been suffering from insomnia for the pass 2/3 weeks...
Some said I have been oppressive, think I am really bothered by all that has been happening around me. I am almost losing sight of what is in front of me...and when I turn back, I again trying to find the traces I have left behind me...
Can I take it all over again? From all angles, I look strong, self-reliant, determined and strong-willed...Deep inside me, guess not many people know...I am just a very ordinary person who also need the basic stuff to keep me going...
Each day I am weaker, each day I find myself with more burden with me, each day I take longer time to lift my leg to walk, each day I find my foot prints deeper into the sand...will I choose to stop walking one day? will I just refuse to walk someday?
I hope it will not come so soon...not so soon...I hope...
Can our lives be just like a rose? Having strong petals surrounding the heart of the rose, it's simplicity captivates us all.
However,
Why does some just want to tear it apart, petal by petal to find out whether "he loves me or he loves me not"...
Some just need them to make a new scent for their room by making potpurri.Some don't even appreciate when it's alive, only think of ways to dry it and hope to keep it longer.
Why can't we appreciate it when it is alive together with the thorns that come along with it?
WHY? WHY? WHY?Why do I feel that I cant see the sky from the bottom of this dark and cold well of mine?
Why the whole world seem to be spinning round and round and don't seem to be able to stop?
Why? Why? Why?
Went to renew my road tax @ Yishun Industrial Park A, and then an old friend, Anthony asked me for afternoon tea at ECP after his blading, however, it had to be changed to ICHIBAN @ AMK HUB as his blades played him out.
For those who have been eating Japanese food with me, will know that Salmon skin & Negitaro Handroll is a MUST HAVE but this time, they ran out. Then I ordered TOBIKO then they sent a EBIKO look alike and claim that it is TOBIKO. Then the Maguro-Tuna sashimi and the color looks dull...but thank God, nothing drastic happened to us after eating them.
Then I went Causeway Cathay Cineplex to claim my Complimentary tickets, and decided to watch "SECRET" with Kristine, though she also suggested Rush Hour 3, but it's my tickets so I get to decide haha...
Anthony said, it's a girls' show... however, to a certain extend, it's a good show which couple should watch together cause it added a little fairytale to it...and for the first time ever her Jay Chou spoke so many words in a row...
MY VIEW :
Sometimes, knowing secrets may not better then not knowing it. When we know the secrets, we must know how to handle it and also the unforeseen circumstances that may come with it...it may involve choices to make...and some choices may be painful...
On Sunday...I wanted to try to see if Mr White & Ms Red had some chemistry, so I tried putting them in the same tank to see if they were better this time. Well, as I observe, they were quite friendly to one another, there were not too much chasing and fighting like the previous 4 times I have tried. So I heard from a friend that I have to give them more time to "relate" so I really gave.
I was so busy for the past 4 days and other then feeding them, I did not take a second look at them. Finally, today I gave a second look at them this morning, Mr White was badly injured. I then quickly separated them. Then I went out. When I came back, just before I want to feed them, I realize Mr White was not resting on the top of the plastic plant this time like he always do. I then scroll downwards and saw him lying stiff and straight at the bottom of the tank.
Sigh, Ms Red just lost a companion for sure...but now as I see her in the bigger tank which Mr White was living in, she seem so excited with the new space and surrounding.
Mr White didn't like Ms Red but Ms Red was persistent. I could have seen the signals that Mr White this time did not blow bubbles to prepare to nest their fry, I should have removed Mr White earlier.
They may just be my pet fishes, but something did occur to me.
When we are too persistent to someone or something, will we not end up killing it if it is just not the way the person or the way things should be. In the end, we will live in regret and regret and only regret...
In real life...I have learn to expect less, to hope for less, to ask for less so that I will not be disappointed and get hurt when I do not get what I expected, what I hoped for, and what I asked for. With that, everything else I receive in extra will be a bonus...
Well, this is the only way to protect myself from being disappointed over and over again. I am always perceived by the people around me - a strong and independent person. It's just a way for me to keep myself safe in the hard shell and hide the vulnerable self within it.
跑吧孩子- 拥有看不到你眼里的泪滴
却听到你坚强的呼吸
多少汗水和多少经历
也听不到你疲惫的喘气
你跨出的脚步越是艰辛
我们的心就更加的靠近
就这样傻傻的继续前进
剩下的只能听天由命
我们什么都没有
也没有轻易的低头
我们什么都没有
也没有放弃的念头
不管路要怎么走
不管是谁牵着谁的手
只要我们的心
紧紧相扣我们就什么都拥有看了这第二遍, 我的见解:当我们光着脚的时侯, 我们不会主意, 地是脏的, 会弄脏脚, 因为我们一直想着没鞋穿!
但是,
当我们拥有了新的鞋, 我们就会发现, 地是脏的, 会弄脏鞋, 我们会面对另外的问题, 我应该穿鞋吗?
我们要珍惜我们所拥有的, 不要一直想着别人有的, 我就一定要拥有, 因为当我们拥有了之后, 我们会面对不一样的问题的!
WORRIES...
so many things to worry about...
so many decisions I have to make...
when can I have a WRINKLE FREE life...
Suddenly I feel that there is no light at the end of the tunnel?
Have you all realised?
It started with a what is that...then it tasted sweet ...then it was finished...the next time...there was a demand for it...then it was finished in minutes...wow what a progress...I meant RedBeanMilk and KIL became friends...If anyone of you do not like the after taste of beer, try this...it's really great...It's no fun drinking alone...no fun at all...so I found a friend...Long Island Tea (LIT) to go along...so that I can sleep better today...I hope...dunno what I am writing sounds okay cause I made KIL & LIT friends haha...
Hi all...please leave your footprints behind...leave a message in my chat box...who knows...I may be online to chat with you! 
