...finally can be more cheerie & happy with my life...COZ...I threw the towel...

For all of you who knows how life had been for me in PD, I know you all will be glad with the move I have finally made...

I have been in torment mentally and spiritually as the battle is not physical but it's all in the mind. I have asked for a early release as I need to report to my next job ASAP, and if nothing goes wrong, my last day will be this Friday.

Yipee...people can even tell from the tone of my voice that I am relieved from all the burdens I had since Mother's Day 14 May. Well, I want to work for people who appreciates my 2 cents worth of comments or my 5 tons of creativity...rather than speaking to the wall now in an empty room and can't even hear an echo from it.

The evening sky speaks my mood in the past but now I am fine...

...prince & princess are back for a week...

Some said Isabelle resembles me...hmm...pretty girl isn't she?
...and Immanuel...the most "learned" 3 1/2 years old...when my parents bought him his favorite toy airplane...he asked, "is it expensive?" And the last time he came back, his dad went back and bought the 2nd car to send him to school, so he asked his dad this time, "Daddy, are you selling the toyota car?"...he just seem to know the brands of cars so well...that he uttered a few brands when we ask him what car to buy to if we so decide to sell the car he goes to school in...

...my mood just don't seem to get better...

After the month of August to October, have been busy with Mooncake & Hari Raya, thought by taking 3 day's (1,2 & 3 Oct) break will help...but nothing seem to improve...2 weeks later...today will be my first day of my 3 days...hope to do some soul searching, asking myself my direction in life...

Sometimes, we are just so caught up with our everyday mundane life...
...alarm of HP went off...
...set it to snooze( always set 1/2 hour earlier)...
...laze a little while more in bed...
...finally drag myself out of bed...
...wash up...
...wad to wear...
...if lucky get breakfast else take a deep breath & leave to work...
...traffic jam @ CTE...
...when I reach office...
...work...work...work...
...suddenly remember haven't eaten lunch...
...then some colleagues help to pack lunch...
...then take a sip of water...
...then start all over again...
...sometimes my 2 fighting fish gets lunch too (good thing they do not need much attention)...
...before I realize it's almost 6pm...
...I have not even visited the washroom for the whole day...
...it will be lucky for me to leave office and still still the sun setting else it's already total darkness already...
...jam my way home...
...lay down on my sofa with the least physical movement...
...watch my daily recorded program...
...wash up...
...blog at times...
...chat at times...
...end the day on my bed...
...some may ask...what about my dreams...haha...I seldom dream...complete sleep...

Everyday is almost the same...and I am not someone who takes routine life a breeze...it will drive me nuts soon...soon...soon...

I need a NUT CRACKER!!!

...some names to remember...

Spiderman Banana
Ultraman Strawberry
Smurf Cranberry
Mojo Jojo Durian
Super Mario Mango
Tom & Jerry Watermelon

Had fun going to Mount Faber for a game of bowling. The bowlers are listed on top...anyone wanna guess which is my nick? Haha we had the Super Mario fight with Ultraman, then was Durian with Strawberry the banana got into the picture after washing hands and combing hair...I got distracted when the la-la-la theme song was sung by the Ultraman and cartoon gang and my blueberry bowling bowl slipped from my hand...and roll backwards...Watermelon so busy with the N73 and had fun with Tom & Jerry...sometimes we have Durian Strawberry juice, sometimes banana split with no ice-cream, tooth decay with split more than 2 white milk bottles...etc Hmm some of you may not understand my term here, but guess those who were there enjoyed every minute of it...we were trying to determine the best box office for the cartoon this season and also the most popular fruit available.

A night full of non-sense...Laughter & laughter, & laughter again.........

...some things I did...

BC & VL & I went to Village to have dinner...as the 2 of them have not been there...

...then we went to a secluded area near Novena Square to have some drinks...hmm...T-boy looks familiar? Make a guess...which one is mine...Heinxxxx or Qxx?

Had fun...some of you may wonder who is BC & VL...they are the 2 OE who is going to be history in PD.

Finally decided to buy tickets for the concert after all the people chasing after me to confirm if I am going...got a 10% discount cause I spend $30 over bucks last week so entitled for the discount.

...sometimes I really wonder...

What are you thinking?

Do you know what I am thinking?
You seem to know what I am thinking...
But I wonder again whether you really know what I am thinking...
I hope you know what I am thinking...
But do you really hope to know what I am thinking?
I wish I don't have to tell you what I am thinking...
Cause I wish you know what I am thinking...
I AM THINKING OF YOU...

...some songs just do it right...

...was on leave today and 2 more days to go...watching DVD the whole day <溏心风暴>...really admired the lead actress...that is the mum who had cancer...she is such a strong woman and she knew the best ways to do the right things at the right time and how she struggled to her last breath to do what she needed...it's a story on how a Happy Family can fall apart with hearts hovering around the word "GREED".

...some of the songs in the show was cool, added one of them to my blog...MY LOVE WILL GET YOU HOME...sometimes, we are just so tired with every day's hard and buzz life. No time to take a deeper breath, no time to take a second look on things we should, no time to bother about some things that is so trivial, no time to reply a sms, no time to do anything that may seem unimportant...no time...no time...no time...